YAY! YAY! YAY! Finally someone lended me some space to host my blog! YAY! Thanks to Pitas.com for all these years of free hosting and very fast and efficient uploading of entries. Very flexible layouts allowed and multi-purpose usages. Thanks! And here is the new addy!

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Hmmm..if you're thinking that i abandoned this blog..u're probably right! Lol.. Yea yea, i'm a fickle-minded fool! I created another blog which is visually more pleasing and well.. seemingly easier to blog.. Well well, excuses yes..but since i'm so fickle-minded, i think i'm not gonna officially close this blog yet. Just in case. Lol..

2004 is here , so time for some new year resolutions! (Note to Self: MUST MUST MUST MUST abide and accomplish them!)

1. Change the layout of the blog (preferably with a "The Little Prince" Theme)
2. Find a job.
3. Learn driving.
4. Learn Malay.
5. Learn more about C++.
6. Complete my applications soooon! ( actually, this is a very short term goal that NEEDS to be settled in like less than 10 days.. lol)
7. Exercise more and lead a healthy lifestyle! (Oh good bye ol' chocolates!)
8. Read more books!
9. Have a nicer temper.

I hate it when they all come to my house and make a mess out of it and NOT help to clean things up. DON"T TAKE ME FOR GRANTED! My dad bought the fucking house for ME, not for all of YOU to have fun and use it as and when you like. Don't blame me if i dont have gas at home. It's MY HOUSE, it's MY BUSINESS if i have gas or not. And, don't use all my utensils as if they dont' need to be washed. Why could all of you just buy utensils yourself? Or better still, go out and feast? Save the trouble! OH, the trouble's MINE anyway. Ho ho ho. What a fool i am. And oh, it's the FIRST time i have seen people asking the HOST to PAY for the food and stuff. It's MY HOUSE you guys are playing in, using the water, using the electricity.. and i'm not even asking anything in return. Oh fuck. I'm such an idiot. I only have myself to blame then. Even til now, i'm still worried about if i've cleaned all the plates and the dirty spots. What if i forgot something and magots infest my house ? Or ants and cockcroaches? Oh, it's MY fault anyway. I brought it upon myself , didn't i?

Stop thinking that my house is a hotel for all of you! Yeah yeah, hold this in my house, hold that in my house. Oh, the fun and laughter! But who does the cleaning up? ME. Oh, you guys just choose to ignore that and play and sing songs in my living room isnt' it ? Oh , the fun! Oh fuck. Who can i blame ? No one but myself i guess. Whooo h000! I'm such an idiot. I shall NEVER agree to this kind of shit in my house again.

Omg omg.. LOTR: The Return of the King is sooo good! I didn't thought it would turn out this good, but it is! WOW. But well..maybe it's because it's been quite a while since i read the book, so i can't remember what was supposed to happen and such, but well, still a darn good movie nonetheless. And oh.. some of the characters are sooo hunky-licious! Elijah Woods, Orlando Bloom (YUM!) , 'Aaragon'! -droolz- Guys suited to fulfil fantasies for all kinds of women! Wheeeee! Lol.
I think i SHOULD read the book again..but i'm too lazy.. and i'm scared that i'll cry my heart out again .. lol.. The last time i read the book.. it was succcccchhhh a cool event. I felt as if my whole world was in bleak darkness and i felt so despondent. Well, silly of me. ;-)

Random thought #1 : This random thought thing is great man... so i dont' need to think of connectors or ways to connect my different ideas and thoughts, especially some of them are not exactly connected in any way. Coolios~!

Random thought #2 : I'm such a sucker for love stories/movies/serials. And i think i won't mind if the whole show is all about loving each other without much obstacles and hardship and all that shit. I dont' know.. i don't like to see a couple go through so much to love each other. To me, love should be strong and able to withstand all things. Yarh, i'm just being childish and impractical. Sigh.

Random thought #3 : Now that i've less stuff to do everyday, i'm starting to worry about everything. A's, SAT, Universities.. will i be able to get into a decent U.S. uni? And my dad just told me earlier on that he hopes that i stay in Spore to study, coz he worries that i wont' return after i study there. Sigh. I only want to explore the world and expand my horizons. I just want to be smarter and be able to study with really talented people. Is this a wish that is too much? And ANYWAY, i dont' even think i can get in. I'm such a LOSER.

Random thought #1 : Many of us are starting to realize and reflect upon the dangers of IT and the Internet. There are so many ways to commit crimes here and hurt others, like stealing of credit card info and stuff. I wonder if IT illiteratre people like my mum and dad have ever worried about all that before? Or do they even know of the existence of these dangers? Sigh. The many worries that trouble us when we get more and more advanced in IT.

Random thought #2 : I've so many things that i have/want to do, yet i'm dilly dally-ing and wasting my day away. AND i'm feel bored. Oh great. Me and my ambitious dreams.. slowly drifting away.

Random thought #3 : My dream school , UPenn, rejected me. I dont' feel sad coz it's expected. Come on, i'm like how mediocre? In fact, i might even be worse than that. lol. Sigh. I wonder how it feels like to be intelligent. To be really really smart. Cleverer than all around you. Would i feel superior? Feel like a better person? One reason i wanted to get into Wharton is so that i can ( or at least feel that) i'm bright and special. Yes, special.

Raondom thought #4 : "Beautiful Days" is such a nice show! I'm falling in love all over again with the show. OH, and the 2 male leads are absolutely .. yum.. lol.. ;-)

Kill Bill Vol. 1 (2003)

What a disappointment. I thought it would be good..really good..but hell, it isn't. Firstly, let me talk about the good parts. The music was darn good.. especially the way it changes into different genres according to different scenes and mood. The music was really able to influence the atmosphere really well. There was quite a bit of humour too.. and the 'gong fu' moves were quite cool. The director purposely exaggerated some moves (alot in fact) and it was quite funny. The moves were big and rather silly at times. Now comes the lousy stuff.

There was OVER exaggeration. Imagine around 50 men trying to kill a woman who just woke up from a 4 year coma 4 months ago. And they couldn't even hurt her much. Imagine a woman waking up from a 4 year coma being able to walk later in 13 hours. Cool, all pysiotheraphists (sp?) can go jobless. And THEN, the supposedly damn pro killers from DIVA .. they seem sooooo useless in front of Uma Thurman. Wait, should i say Uma Thurman was like superwoman? Getting to kill all her foes? Harh, if only life was THIS good.

Another thing, the movie was obviously betting on all the violent killing scenes, without giving much thought to a weee bit of character development. Most of the time, it seems to me that the supposedly victim cum heroine, Uma Thurman , was SUCH A BITCH that she deserves to be killed. I rather pity the other 2 killers who were killed by her, especially Lucy Liu. Lucy Liu was supposed to be some damnnnn pro woman, but she certainly didn't show that when she got killed in like.. um.. less than 5 minutes? COOL. I don't even feel any pity for Uma Thurman and she felt more like the villian than Bill and co.

I'm not sure if it's because the original movie was cut into 2 parts, so i can't really see the whole picture and get the idea. But nevertheless, a huge disappointment. I dont' think i'll go for Kill Bill Vol.2 . Sigh. Waste of my 1.5 hours.

Love me not for the sake for love only ; but for the one i am.

I think i'm crazy. When i have school and exams, sleep is a kind of reward, pampering for me. Now that i don't have them, i think sleep is wasting the time i have for playing.. lol.. I think i'm going to die from fatigue soon. (reminds self: must NOT play so much! Still has SAT1 to go... SIGH)

I don't believe in true love. Seriously. Skeptic? Cynical? Weird? Crazy? Whatever. I think that most relationships are driven by one of (or a combination) of these : lust, admiration, loneliness, acceptance etc. But then again.. maybe true love is all these afterall. But assuming it isn't, then what is true love? I don't have an answer, but i feel that true love is more noble/precious (aka more impossible) than merely all that.

True love .. can everyone find their true love? I still remember me advising a friend : Often, we can't identify our true love until we lose it or some incidents helped us to see it. I mean, we often take things for granted, thus it's not easy for us to realize that true love is beside us afterall. But back to the question, what is true love? What constitutes true love? Is there something called fake love? Why do i have a feeling that i'd never find true love? Hmmm.. I've a feeling that i'm destined to be with people i LIKE, but not LOVE. Well, we'll see.

Wow Wee! The amazing uses of the Internet! I went to search up how to say i love you in diff languages! (don't ask me why i did that... -___-)

Saya cintamu
Mina" rakastan sinua
Ich liebe Dich
ti amo
Te quiero
Ik hou van jou
Je t'adore
Ch'an Rak Khun
Wa ai lu
Ana behibak

What's Forever For

I've been looking at people
And how they change with the times
And lately all I've been seeing are people
Throwing love away and losing their minds

Or maybe it's me that's gone crazy
'Cause I can't understand why
All these lovers keep hurting each other
When good love is so hard to come by

So what's the glory in living
Doesn't anybody ever stay together anymore
And if love never lasts forever
Tell me what's forever for

I've been listening to people
And they say love is the key
And it's not my way to let them lead me astray
It's only that I want to believe

But I see love-hungry people
Trying their best to survive
While in their hands is a dying romance
And they're not even trying to keep it alive

So what's the glory in living
Doesn't anybody ever stay together anymore
And if love never lasts forever
Tell me what's forever for